well, i managed to somewhat calm myself by writing a list of 'phrases that could have saved our relationship', and then throwing it out. throwing it out was by far the best thing that i could have done with it.
despite this, there was still a small amount of being horrible. which, however, i feel was justified, and that i tried to keep in check as much as i was humanly able.
but! nice things!
walking in the rain, wandering around chatting, eating coffee-flavoured icecream. tavli.
and, also, this, which i want so much it hurts.
despite this, there was still a small amount of being horrible. which, however, i feel was justified, and that i tried to keep in check as much as i was humanly able.
but! nice things!
walking in the rain, wandering around chatting, eating coffee-flavoured icecream. tavli.
and, also, this, which i want so much it hurts.