i feel weird
Mar. 11th, 2005 07:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rhyllfeeling restless, feeling very strange. i want to be out but i can't think where. i think i want to talk to strangers about new things. i think i want to have debates about things that other people should be made to care about.
this is not a nice feeling. unpleasantly close to something awful, but not quite there.
perhaps i am just not used to time alone. that could be it, but i'm not really sure that it is.
it doesn't help that both of my computers are having problems. one won't turn on at all and it's the one with all my photos, and my honours thesis and such, on it. of course, being me, i have no backups or anything. aren't i clever?
i feel a desperate need for connection.
this is not a nice feeling. unpleasantly close to something awful, but not quite there.
perhaps i am just not used to time alone. that could be it, but i'm not really sure that it is.
it doesn't help that both of my computers are having problems. one won't turn on at all and it's the one with all my photos, and my honours thesis and such, on it. of course, being me, i have no backups or anything. aren't i clever?
i feel a desperate need for connection.