unaccountably irritated
Jun. 20th, 2005 02:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rhylli am getting irritated a lot lately. with people. for doing things that i am usually somewhat forgiving of. possibly hormones, possibly a lack of patient for being screwed around when i'm already stressed.
irritated with x for failing to turn up when he would, and then failing to do the thing he said he would despite the fact that it would have taken 0 effort on his part and now i am inconvenienced.
irritated with y because, as i only realised much later, the way he related to me makes me feel uncomfortably like i did when trying to deal with people at high school who were determined to try and make me feel completely out of place.
irritated with z for no reason in particular, other than that talking to him on the phone makes me feel like it's all a competition again.
i think numerous small frustrations are piling up. the fact that the article i need is in the issue just before they started offering PDFs online. having to hang around the house this morning to get my washing done. bits and pieces. now i will have tea, and think calming thoughts.
irritated with x for failing to turn up when he would, and then failing to do the thing he said he would despite the fact that it would have taken 0 effort on his part and now i am inconvenienced.
irritated with y because, as i only realised much later, the way he related to me makes me feel uncomfortably like i did when trying to deal with people at high school who were determined to try and make me feel completely out of place.
irritated with z for no reason in particular, other than that talking to him on the phone makes me feel like it's all a competition again.
i think numerous small frustrations are piling up. the fact that the article i need is in the issue just before they started offering PDFs online. having to hang around the house this morning to get my washing done. bits and pieces. now i will have tea, and think calming thoughts.