under a month
May. 10th, 2005 10:03 amand then my proposal is due. argh. fuck. and i've read....almost nothing. still tossing up ideas/approaches. doom. DOOOOOOM.
and i'm being silly, and fretting about finding an apartment instead of just working like a demon, as i should be.
and my life is providing all the usual distractions. i'd get so much more done if i could be like my mother and have minimal people. but then, i would miss out on all the wonder and excitement and secrets. and the awkward conversations. they are good too, in an awkward way.
reading: south of the border, west of the sun, by haruki murakama, and still saul's book.
and i'm being silly, and fretting about finding an apartment instead of just working like a demon, as i should be.
and my life is providing all the usual distractions. i'd get so much more done if i could be like my mother and have minimal people. but then, i would miss out on all the wonder and excitement and secrets. and the awkward conversations. they are good too, in an awkward way.
reading: south of the border, west of the sun, by haruki murakama, and still saul's book.