argh.
i have no energy to deal with this. none at all. so i'm not even vaguely going to try. one of the few decisions i've made - that i'm just going to wait and see, on all counts.
already it feels vaguely like i've fucked something up, without any clear idea of what or how.
i have no energy to deal with this. none at all. so i'm not even vaguely going to try. one of the few decisions i've made - that i'm just going to wait and see, on all counts.
already it feels vaguely like i've fucked something up, without any clear idea of what or how.