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rhyllwell, i'm screwed for the exam. but i think i don't really care.
if it means i don't get tempted by postgrad scholarships, it's all to the good.
plus (big plus) that awesome one may still be my friend. it's weird but i think i may get to do crush (not something i have much skill at usually). because it is all kind of screwed now, so i think the situation has to be uber-platonic. and yet i really like this one. so i might get to think secret crushy thoughts that i may not say aloud.
i am looking at the silver lining.
(maybe i will make it into a bracelet.)
if it means i don't get tempted by postgrad scholarships, it's all to the good.
plus (big plus) that awesome one may still be my friend. it's weird but i think i may get to do crush (not something i have much skill at usually). because it is all kind of screwed now, so i think the situation has to be uber-platonic. and yet i really like this one. so i might get to think secret crushy thoughts that i may not say aloud.
i am looking at the silver lining.
(maybe i will make it into a bracelet.)