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Aug. 12th, 2005 10:00 ami had a very odd night.
my alarm went off at 4am (although i thought it was 6am). and i lay in bed and it felt like the most amazing time ever. it felt so good lying there in the silence and breathing in the cold night air. lately it seems so amazing just to be able to breathe fresh air. so i set my alarm to off every twenty minutes, until about 6am (which i thought was 8am), just so i could wake up and be relieved that i would get to stay there in the silence and the dark and the night breeze.
and then, when i got up, i realised that it wasn't 8 at all (the pitch black gave it away).
and when i got up at actually-8, i had blood on my lips but i have no idea where from.
i feel peculiar about the whole sequence of events.
my alarm went off at 4am (although i thought it was 6am). and i lay in bed and it felt like the most amazing time ever. it felt so good lying there in the silence and breathing in the cold night air. lately it seems so amazing just to be able to breathe fresh air. so i set my alarm to off every twenty minutes, until about 6am (which i thought was 8am), just so i could wake up and be relieved that i would get to stay there in the silence and the dark and the night breeze.
and then, when i got up, i realised that it wasn't 8 at all (the pitch black gave it away).
and when i got up at actually-8, i had blood on my lips but i have no idea where from.
i feel peculiar about the whole sequence of events.